Imagine

Maybe I’m not this miss universe
Or those actress
That have big breasts or nice hips
I’m just this ordinary
That when I look up and I see sky there
Or when I look at down I see earth there

For you I can’t give promise
For us I just have these stories
And for my self I have this believed

That love will never die
Just like this sakura
They grown, they fall, they empty
But they still there
Waiting right time
To grow up just like the past time

(-IeRn-)

Virginity

What’s this virginity for?
Lying alone nothing found
One man already gone
Another... not into on

Those moves playing on head
Details.. just wait to be played
Every night..show is started
Put him always in a portion
To make it finish with full of pleasant

Whats this pretty face for?
Sitting alone, just boring coming down
Waiting on him, another else that found
Kept him in thinking, feeling made on tracking
Then juts left without knowing

God, I don’t realize
World was change
Reality was change
And my life is starting change
One year again this damn age counting
And still I found nothing
Here now, when I want to open it
To give what he want
And he gone..

(For somebody’s birthday, that maybe will never be sent. -IeRn-)

Verb ing

When doubt coming
When confuse starting
I closed my eyes
Then shadow coming
Your handsome face showing
Your excellent smile imagining
Your acting inspiring
God... love wills never dying

( -IeRn- )

Modern Fashion

I woke up just like usually
Then I found her beside me
And I said goodbye
I woke up again the another day
Then I found another her beside me
Then I said goodbye

That is my life
On the Modern fashion, freedom, no commitment
Is it meaningful? I don't know
Is it happy? Maybe, for temporary

But I feel something missed now
And here I’m try to understand what’s wrong
I look at back and I just saw years pass so fast
And my damn age again pass so fast
And this all what I got
This glory, this money, those women
But I’m still here in the corner mind
And I feel lonely
Although those pretty woman always there
Accompany me pass through night
But just I can't pass my true night

I woke up this morning and realize
That I just like a robot
That my feeling about love is just disappear to somewhere I don't know
That my feeling about loyalty is completely gone
My inside is broke
My mind is trouble
My heart is empty
And now I’m becoming a complete man
That try to search the meaning
Of 35 years I passed my life for

(- IeRn - )